From a super packed day yesterday to a nice quiet today. Lovely.
Had a wonderful lunch with friend Heather at the Thai. It's our preferred lunch spot and the food is wicked. I've been eating out more than normal lately but the great thing is the places chosen really make it easy to make smart decisions.
Back to work tomorrow to start a 5 day stint that will end with 2 days off then the craziness of Cactus Festival. The actual Festival part is really pretty easy... it's the getting there that's tough.
Apparently my brain is working in short, sharp shocks tonight. There's alot going on in the old noodle but it's hard to express it. This is when I wish I was better at this writing thing. I'm not exactly feeling melancholy... more wistful I think. Everything seems to be a bit gauzy around the edges. I know, for certain, that I'm waaaay more sentimental than usual right now. Every kind word or gesture from a friend seems to pierce me. It's like my feelings for everything and everyone are real close to the surface. I wonder how I came to here and how I got so lucky. Just writing about this now makes me well up with gratitude. It's like , just for now, I've lost the ability to be cynical. I know that none of this makes sense but it makes sense in my head.
I guess I'm saying for the next eight days if you see me and smile at me don't be surprised if I burst into tears. Don't be scared just smile and nod :) One week left on the Project and I think it's gonna be a helluva ride...
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