Friday, August 5, 2011

day two hundred and seventeen

Laid back, blah kind of day. Woke up late after the close and never really got into my groove. It's around 9:30 and I feel like I pissed away my day off. Oh well... these days happen :)

Nothing much to talk about tonight. Feeling kind of ho hum. Some nights I sit down at the keyboard with nothing to say and stuff just pops up. Some nights not... tonight is that night.

I've said before that the hardest part of the Project has been this. The posting. I almost can't believe that I stuck it out. I tend to be the person who gets inordinately excited about things then just dithers away. I was going to have the BEST garden... I don't. I was going to hang ALL my pictures... I didn't.  I could have stopped this after a couple of months and I don't think anyone would have been appalled by me. It became crazy important for me to keep this up just for me. The keeping of this blog has been a personal achievement and I'm very proud of myself. Will I let it go after the 19th? Probably. I may start another blog and not tell anybody where it is. Cuz the truth is... I remember how much I like to write. I remember the thrill of finding the exact word that will make the sentence fall into place. My problem is that, when all is said and done , I'm a performer. I like that people read this and I hope it makes them smile.

The new blog? We'll see...

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