day seventynine

I thought the hardest part of this journey would be the eating right and exercising. I was wrong. The hardest part of this journey is writing in this blog every night. I started it cuz I wanted accountability but I find that I am self censoring. Plainly: I don't want to bore folks with the inner workings of my not always straight forward mind. I had a good chat today with someone who urged me to use my blog the way I need to. I guess I'm a little bit afraid of giving too much of myself away. I've always had alot of people around me but I'm miserly with what I'm actually willing to share. Funny, for how much talking I do you'd think there wouldn't be much left people didn't know about me :)

There's a terrible trite saying : dance as if no one's watching. I think I have to start writing as if no one's reading. It's scary and I won't start tonight *collective sigh of relief* but I guess I needed to say it out loud to start to make it come true. Here I am on another Sunday night setting up a goal for the upcoming week. Let's hope I can get to this one.

Side note : I figured out what my next tattoo will be ! Fat people lose track of their bones... mostly wrist and collar bones. When I complete the project I plan on honouring the process by having the outline of a star tattooed around my wrist bone (which has recently reappeared). It'll remind me of all the hard work it took to get there :)