Ninety days left *ominous beethoven-y music* Jeepers.
The calorie cycle is almost at an end... two more days. I think it has served it's purpose of mixing things up so we'll just wait on some results.
As I get closer to the target date I'm reflecting more on the possibility (probability) that I won't reach the target number.I have mixed emotions about this. I wanted so much to be able to hit that number. 50 just seemed like such wonderful achievement. I say this not to devalue the real and tangible achievements I've made but, I guess, just a little wistfully. Only time will tell when I get to the 19th of Aug how I'm going to feel. Will I keep going to hit this arbitrary number or will I have a wee rest and attempt to maintain the goals I will have reached? I'm not kidding myself here cuz as a serial dieter I know that to a certain extent this has been the easy part. Making sure nothing creeps back will be the real test. I look forward to it but sometimes wonder if the rest of my life will come under the heading of "challenge" or if by Aug 19 it'll just be straight habit.
Who knows :)
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