Today is the day when my project becomes equal. I have been at it for 115 days and I have 115 days left. Not sure how I feel about that :)
Actually, right now I'm not sure how I feel about anything. This morning at 8 when I was packing my gym clothes into their wee bag it seemed perfectly sensible to go to the gym after work. So I did. Now in the quiet of my home the idea seems not only insensible but mildly idiotic. I's tired. Did my workout and I'm happy about that, but I guess I'm waiting for the feeling of well being to kick in. I don't mean to be overly pessimistic but I cannot foresee a day when going to the gym will be anything less than a chore. I know, I haven't really given it much of a chance yet... it's not even a habit at this point... but I'm gonna keep trying. At least I now I'll sleep well tonight :)
sometimes it feels like that. more times it doesn't. i can relate, if that makes you feel any better at all...
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